Standing in the rain

It is a beautiful night
where i walk towards the rain
and let the rain drops upon me and caress my sorrow
when there is noone and nothing else i can count on
turning my face against the sky and shut my eyes
let the body soak in every drop from the above
feel every inch of its tears and feel the pain that penetrates the heart,
breaking into pieces.....
then the rain glued the last piece just in time before they all vaporized ..

i heard a voice inside.... quietly shouted --
" hey i will not let anyone else do this to you again
so now, cry as you wish , feel the hurt as much as you want,
but after this time, you will be strong and you will be your own guardiance "

this is a beautiful night, where
I Decided....to let you go .. someone whom i really loved
this is a beautiful night, where
I have Decided . to walk the path that I "choose" to live....


For all of my friends , family and Miss Nature who have been there for me :
You are the reasons for me to go on and you are the light that guides me through this dark period. Thank you.


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a passage that really touched me and hope to share with anyone who is going through the lost of something in his/her life --

"妳曾經多麼在乎這樣一個來自以色列的男孩.如今亦然.
但哭過.就會讓妳更加堅強...
昨晚大家見妳哭.卻見我笑..
我笑妳的傻.更笑這份純情的愛能在妳身上留下的美.
其實是更令人羨慕的.很多時候.在我們身上已經找不到那樣簡單的愛的模樣..
為此而哭.妳是幸福的.....
時間不會遺忘心中的感覺.但可以選擇淡化成昇華的信念.
日子遠比想像的還長.還短.還苦.還幸福
你決定以甚麼眼光看它.它會真實的呈現妳心中的模樣.
這是生活.是世界.是真實"