Why is it that I am so afraid of you getting into other phases of life ?
why is it that i am so afraid of you  meeting new people, new boundaries and new you 
why is it that I am so afraid of letting myself free? 
i ran and ran trying to find an answer 
My heart ponders, and I look up the sky 
The wind breeze and the leaves shaken
I ran and ran trying to see beyond it 
My legs weaken, and I sink into the sadness
The people passing by, the lovers and the laughter 
that i burned in my memory. 
trying to make the visible untouchable and invisible 
why is it that i am so afraid 
What is it that I am so afraid of? 
Moving on 
I am so afraid of moving on 
So afraid that you will move on 
so all that we have been through were just pieces of memories that 
one day will disappear in time 
like the rotten bodies , the rotten dream and the rotten life
it is already hard enough to accept but yet 
the fear is around the corner to hit me in the face 
give me a peace of mind 
so that i can conquer and so that i can look back without regret 
without fear 
without you 
What is become of me?